4:19 am

So I have a lot of thoughts rumbling around in my head......and oh my goodness I cant even get through a sentence without the spell check going off!! So I should probably start with I am very tired and should just go to bed but I am a glutton. I will not say much and I probably should save this piece rather than post it but what the hay, I keep saying so and should ,why not continue?. I am going to bed, I am finally logged in.....yes after I told my husband I tried to log in before and it didn't work. See this is why I am going to bed because I could write a whole chapter on how if my husband believes that I just didn't do something correctly(yes like log in) he will go through this question and answer series where it starts off that you really didn't do exactly what he said do. Then if you have proven to do that correctly then it didn't work for you because you did something else wrong. Something like say check your e-mail that he sent out to you years ago when he started life after conception and set up your password and username , yes you probably didn't do that because make no mistake......It was not a computer error(which it very well may not have been) it was not a system failure or program set up or anything, it was you or I should really say me. In some form or another in the end I need to realize it was me. Like I said it is late and I am sleepy and sore( from pole fitness) and that just makes for raw emotion and not clarified thought. And just so you know.... it took me like 15 good seconds to come up with the word clarify.....I am very tired. And yes lets all assume that it is because I am tired that I took 15 good seconds to come up with that word. Hahahha......ok i need sleep so that I can quickly regret my words tomorrow. CAN'T WAIT!!